athenby - i doubt it Lyrics

How can I make this mine?
I can take in the silences
Only thing that can benefit
Broke with all that's been said before
Made to sound more legitimate
I can take in the silences
Only thing that can benefit
Broke with all that's been said before
Made to sound more legitimate
Externals f*cking with me
How can I make this mine?
Is this real? (I can take in the silences)
These thoughts I have (Only thing that can benefit)
My sinking eyes (Broke with all that's been said before)
My vengeful mind (Made to sound more legitimate)
Is this real? (I can take in the silences)
These thoughts I have (Only thing that can benefit)
My sinking eyes (Broke with all that's been said before)
My vengeful mind (Made to sound more legitimate)
Externals f*cking with me (Just watching frustrates me)
How can I make this mine? (I can't give up)
(Is this real?) Once I fell into a hole and (I can take in the silences)
(These thoughts I have) I could not get myself out I (Only thing that can benefit)
(My sinking eyes) Tried to dig more but I only (Broke with all that's been said before)
(My vengeful mind) Made my problem worse I spent days (Made to sound more legitimate)
(Is this real?) And days thinking But came up with (I can take in the silences)
(These thoughts I have) no answer I got so desperate (Only thing that can benefit)
(My sinking eyes) That I would dig again before (Broke with all that's been said before)
(My vengeful mind) I'd catch myself and stop to think (Made to sound more legitimate)
(Is this real?) About what I was doing I (I can take in the silences)
(These thoughts I have) Yelled and yelled for days on end no (Only thing that can benefit)
(My sinking eyes) One seemed to want to help I would (Broke with all that's been said before)
(My vengeful mind) Fall asleep in tears every night (Made to sound more legitimate)
(Is this real?) Then after a month had passed my (I can take in the silences)
(These thoughts I have) Best friend came and yelled at me it (Only thing that can benefit)
(My sinking eyes) Hurt me but I heard their message (Broke with all that's been said before)
(My vengeful mind) Clear all I had to do was dig (Made to sound more legitimate)
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I can take in the silences