Here part of my story lies
Athiiko
I can smile real nice
But i still hate
Living this life
Bitch, i'm tired
Crying out
In the night
All this time
On the line
As i watch my
State decline
Throwing fuel inside
The fire of
Altruistic sacrifice
I swear, it's suicide
In mind
Try survive
Just a day inside
My mind
I live by do or die
Hear my pulse
Hitting spikes,
Tryna smoke my monsters out
I went up and
I don't wanna come down
Got lost in the night
And i bathe in moonlight
Got too much going on
Finna walk out
Filling up my mind
With pipe dreams
And a little bite of his soul
I can see it through the smoke now
Tell me, where can i go
To find my control
These feelings needa
Calm down
My demons standing taller now
Oh oh
I'm straight outta the gutter
I talk in a mutter
I ain't even bothered
Might pop
Pop
Pop another
Go to space and
I can't take it
It breaks my bones
I'm fading
Oh baby
My brains failing
And no-one
Can ever save me
Maybe, i'm just
Toxic, wasted
Purple veins
And i'm left
Traceless
Float away
Shit, it's suicide
In mind
Try survive
Just a day inside
My mind
I live by do or die
Hear my pulse
Hitting spikes,
Tryna smoke my monsters out
Oh no
No, no
You know what i am
Drop dead
I'm fresh out the morgue
A straight brat
Only keep it real
Make his
Heart beat collapse
Do not make fake friends
Cannot fool this head
Oh no
No, no
F*ck up this shit
Float away, tryna
Get paid off the scripts
I swear that the
Druggi co-exist in my kit
F*ck it, i hop in the spaceship real quick
Get the f*ck out my face
I'm a cold lil bitch
I been alone in the cold for a while now
Can't you see it in my eyes
Lone wander in the streets of this old town
As i feel my state decline
Tears match the midnight rain
Oh, how they fall down
All I think is suicide
These thoughts rattle my brain
Damn, they're so loud
Wish I had you by my side
Dreams of hope as I gaze up to the clouds
Now, I'm stuck chasing the high
My soul empty, no love
I've lost my crown
Just a body left to die
Float away
Shit, it's suicide
In mind
Try survive
Just a day inside
My mind
I live by do or die
Hear my pulse
Hitting spikes,
Tryna smoke my monsters out
Oh no
No, no
You know what i am
Drop dead
I'm fresh out the morgue
A straight brat
Only keep it real
Make his
Heart beat collapse
Do not make fake friends
Cannot fool this head
Oh no
No, no
F*ck up this shit
Float away, tryna
Get paid off the scripts
I swear that the
Druggi co-exist in my kit
F*ck it, i hop in the spaceship real quick
Get the f*ck out my face
I'm a cold lil bitch