These fears inside my head
Wandering around
I am dead
Fighting with myself
Every day until the very end
Will I make it out
Demons all around me
Very loud
Wander quietly
They can hear you
When you make a sound
Nobody has faith in me
Why is it so hard to see
These bad thoughts
Are going to break me
I just want to be happy
Look up to the stars
And I see your name
Wonder why I waste my time
Chasing all the same things
One more fail
And I'm about to go insane
I need help
It's blocked
Walls up
Never again
My fears and insecurities
Fill up the empty parts of me
Breaking me
Holding grudges
When I shouldn't be
Holding grudges
When I shouldn't be
Holding on
To all of the happy times
When I was still
Optimistic
I just want to be happy
These fears inside my head
Wandering around
I am dead
Fighting with myself
Every day until the very end
Will I make it out
Demons all around me
Very loud
Wander quietly
They can hear you
When you make a sound