I act like I'm okay in a day
So they think I'm fine
Walk with a smile on my face
But the way I've been living
A life I despise
So grip the handles
And ride into a new world
Its time to take it serious
I'm moving along
But I won't do this alone
The team keeping me going
I'm holding onto eternal life
When I let go
Will you be keeping grip on my heart
Now baby, let's go
'Cause for now I'll keep the ship afloat
And maybe my neck can stay off level
Empathetic mess deep beneath the rubble
My independence won't show up tomorrow
And if anything
I'm controlled by the devil
My mind is beveled with jaded edges
And I'm holding you tight
Even in the moment
Everybody's been telling me to stop
But you won't let me
Sad that I already know it ain't right
Let go of your past lies
Don't think I'm the bad guy
Just rummaging and foraging
Until I can grab life
Take it for a spin for the hell of it
And no, I ain't celibate
You got me feeling dumb
I hate y'all
Thinking that you can say I'm done
We're just getting started
I don't think you'd dance
With the devil
The fire in your eyes
And I can't admit
That I needed your loving goodbye's
You oughta know
That I meant every slammed door
Shouldn't have taken your time
Or your mind
Or your life
The flames in my eyes
Burn heavy when you smile
But I don't know how long
They can last in the fire
Can't keep my lungs empty
Breathe you in 'til I die
Because you gas me up, so silly
I'm feeling good off a lie
The flames in my eyes
Burn heavy when you smile
But I don't know how long
They're gonna last in this fire
Can't keep my lungs empty
Breathe you in 'til I die
Because you gas me up,
I'm feeling good off your lies