Attivsociety - Sicily, Pt. 5 Lyrics

I tried to be selfless
But only for you right
I was so selfish
I miss you on the coldest nights
I gave you my trust
But over time it corroded to nothing but rust
Then decay turned to dust
I couldn't get over the fact that there could never be an us
I'm messed up
No I messed up
You were the one
The one I gave my heart to
The one I showed my scars to
I showed you my flaws so you made'em ours too
Time helps
But I don't think I could feel any worse
When we met
I was like
What's your name cuz I need to know
Everything about you made me glow
But now I'm lookin at the things that we could've been
But I guess now I'll never know
I guess we all have to admit
That sometimes there are things that are out of our control
But I guess
You never loved me back
And every time I think it
It's another knife in my back
But what I mean by that
Is another freakin' panic attack
I love you
I promise
I would never be dishonest
All I wanted was to be honest
I love you
I promise
I would never be dishonest
All I wanted was to be honest ya
Now your blood stains my carpet
My hands red from our bed
We've taken our last breath
But still
It hangs in The air
Your shots to my heart left something that I can't repair
There's No signs of struggle
Cuz You can't go Anywhere
Ya
No one could've believed in you like I do
Or sorry
I mean did
Out of all the things we said and did
How could you do what you did
You hurt me
You burned me
You turned me from myself and made me think I was someone else
I wish I knew
Was she worth throwing us away
Come on tell me the truth
I would never do that to you
I gave you everything I had
All my love you tied up in a plastic bag and suffocated it
Til it was nothing but a thought of the past
But I guess to you I'm just your last
I know someday you'll need me
And someday I won't need you
Hold up your on my line
You tell me you lied
I say it's about time
You thought that I didn't know
But this ain't a Netflix or prime kinda show
How much time did we lose because you thought you had somethin' to prove?
Ya
I love you
I promise
I would never be dishonest
All I wanted was to be honest
I love you
I promise
I would never be dishonest
All I wanted was to be honest ya
Ya
I love you
I promise
I would never be dishonest
All I wanted to be was honest
Those are the things that you said to me
And I think'em everyday
Bye