Auden Court - Reach Your Peace Lyrics

The soft shimmering light
Of dismal delight
Keeps me at
Keeps me up at night
No, it's not even right
Is this just my life?
Have I lost all
Lost all hope this time?
'Cause I've been holding
Holding on
The time that's left is running out
Will you stay with 'til the swan song?
Or will you call it, call it?
Call it what you want
It's not enough for me
Took a lot to climb
And fell so suddenly
Think I would forget?
I run it constantly
Settle like the rest
You'll never reach your peace
I said I'm starting to fade
Just like these days
Let all my pain
Let it all slip away
Developing anxiety
What's wrong with my brain?
Will I ever feel my old former way?
The east coast wove my heart
The west just makes it bleed
As time goes on I think,
What's really out there for me?
(What's really out there, what's really out there)
Call it what you want
It's not enough for me
Took a lot to climb
And fell so suddenly
Think I would forget?
I run it constantly
Settle like the rest
You'll never reach your peace
It's not over 'til I say
You wouldn't want me 'round there anyway
You're not the one that got me here
You're going nowhere
You're going nowhere