Audriix - Won't Let Myself Let Go Lyrics

Speed dialing
Kept your number saved
But I've been afraid to
Be honest
But I gotta tell you
October
Ringing in my head
What I left unsaid
Can't find closure
Mmm

Breaking all my rules to have you
I've got nothing left to lose

So I won't let myself let go
Cuz I know
I'd rather hold on
To the you that I thought you were
Than try to start again and
I saw you at the end and I
Haven't moved
From that room
Since you got on a plane
My heart stowed away with you
Don't know why I'm holding on to hope
But I won't let myself let go

I've tried it all
Psychotherapy
Dating different people
Distracting myself
But I still can't shake you

Breaking all my rules to have you
Now I've got nothing left to lose

So I won't let myself let go
Cuz I know
I'd rather hold on
To the you that I thought you were
Than try to start again and
I saw you at the end and I
Haven't moved
From that room
Since you got on a plane
My heart stowed away with you
Don't know why I'm holding on to hope
But I won't let myself let go

Breaking all my rules to have you
Despite it all, I still love you
So I won't let myself let go

Cnd I won't let myself let go
Cuz I know
I'd rather hold on
To the you that I thought you were
Than try to start again and
I saw you at the end and I
Haven't moved
From that room
Since you got on a plane
My heart stowed away with you
Don't know why I'm holding on to hope
But I won't let myself let go