Made mistakes, changed my fate
Hate my ways, displaced my brain
World's weight caved in today
This pressure taking me out of my place
Putting me in the filth, wish I could
Kill myself but I don't have the will
Fill my heart with dread
The grains I have to go against
Make me wither to no end
No friends, no love
My ego drenched in gasoline
Swallowed like lunch
Repeating the cycles within the months
Icicles in me deeply cut from impulsive lust
Im cold n my heart begins to rust
Thrust me into a oven
So I can burn alive, they say pain
Hides behind the words of the wise
Turn the vice till I squash like a bug
I feel tossed from the tiles
To the burn of the rug
Now I will learn from these trials
As a cursed bitter f*ck
A taste of my own medicine
Evaporate n huff
Something leeching, something creeping
In my thoughts, not sure what Ill do
If none of this stops
Tale of a psychonaut living amongst robots
From the frying pan into the fire
Hired, get tired then fired
Lifting myself up
To be thrown in muck n mire
From frying pan to fire
Jaw wired, teeth ripped out with pliers
Can't keep up with alarms n timers
Bundled beneath the sheets, disarmed
Screechin' like a car without tires
I can see it Im seethin'
Heading from frying pan into the fire
From sidewalk onto a wire
From frying pan into the fire