Can't I just be what I wanna be
Being perceived as a wannabe
Stopped at a light in the middle of the night
Seen life pass up in a supped up jag
Could've sworn this dude with the bag
Was looking at the window of my soul while mocking me
Paused for a second and I thought about
Things that I never ever really think about
Would I trade it all even God
For a bunch of things that will come to my doorstep
Eventually I'll get there I know that
IfI hit $20 again Ima blow back
So much steam it'll accelerate ozone
Issues of the world, I'm holding my breath for a moment
Lookin for the elements and proper components
For me to deliver on the mic while zonin
This is my time and how do I know this
God gave me a crack pipe, said kid, don't blow this here, don't blow this here
They do not know your name, but, guess what, they'll know this year
I hold onto things that were called in my life
Don't judge my work without looking at my fight
Raised around these small minded thinkers
Who think they know me cause they call me Beaker
That's old that's past news, nuts that's cashews
Cash that can cash you a car or a boat or a house or some dope
This flow is irrelevant
Man Ima pass like I'm past due pass me a pastor heavens what I'm after
Method man tical was blastin
All in the headphones
Then i hit a dead zone
And Im dead wrong
All of this my life, what, it's beauty, I know this yeah
I sure do love my wife, muah, she's a beauty, she know this yeah
I might be wrong today, but, guess what, that's life right there
I sure do love to rap, uh, you good, this you right here
All of this my life, what, it's beauty, I know this yeah
I sure do love my wife, muah, she's a beauty, I know this yeah
I might be wrong today, but, guess what, that's life right there
I sure do love to rap, uh, you good, this you right here
Flowin is a gift that I crafted
Never had to fake never been an actor
Never been more than manure to pastor
All the sheep, in the field feed em for my master
Deep in my sleep, I could hear yall laughter
Talkin about God too much that's funny this you right here
Going out for the weekend, I slept with her what was I thinking
No it's not mine we just slept for some freakin
Idk nothin, I just talk about sports
I don't have no goals but I hate being poor
I'm stuck i slump I'm stupid I'm numb but
I never talk God cause that topic is dumbs
Don't worry about the words I be sayin in my rhymes
They'll resonate with those and in due time
You might come around if your growin out smarts
But until then the IQ drops
Thanks to those that peeped, who, idk, but it's you right there
I hope your plans go well, word, congrats, that's love right there
Reach into yourself, mmm, that's deep, reflect right here
God will steer your path, whoa, what's that, it's the light my dear