Aura Abnormal - A Constant State Of Helplessness Lyrics

I've been suffering from complex ptsd
All you motherf*ckers did was rid me of my sanity
I was down to the point of seeing death as the only way
Out this hellhole, that I'm walking through in everyday
I lived in place where nobody ever gave a f*ck
And I was prey to those who came from fortune, and had everything
But empathy, that was all not there, they won't let me breathe
I was holding on to dear life, to not fall apart
Gasping for my life, but I was so powerless to them
I hope God takes him while he sleeps, with the rest of them
Funny how the way life goes whenever you do shit
It comes back around and happens right to you
I have felt things before that have disarranged
The chemistry of my brain, now I do not feel sane
I pray that hell arrives and takes you in it
This rage has burned a hole in my head, now I'm forgetting shit