Austin Joyce - An Average Introduction Lyrics

I'm nothing special
I'm just like everyone else
My own capacity's hitting its threshold
I hope you don't end up using me
Cause you'd lead me to think that you settled
Your blood was slain for me
But it ain't carrying through this vessel
Don't trust in me with your plans
I know i'll just stumble and eventually mess up
I fess up
Confess though
You say I'm your child
But I feel like I'll never amount to your expectation
It's so hard for me to follow inside
The footsteps of Your greatness
Or perfection
Every lesson
Just proves
I'll never comprehend
The true magnitude of your Essence
I'm burned out
Flame dwindles
Been swindled
Rekindle it if you can relate
It's so hard to walk out in faith
When I feel so undeserving of grace
Will I ever be like Drake?
Will I ever be like Kendrick?
I can't even see my gifts
When I'm too wrapped up in the present
Maybe the fame wasn't meant for a lame
Who tends to fail every one of your testings
But my confession
Is that God is not the One
I choose to run to find my rest in
It's stressing me
Will the weight of the world
Cause me to lose belief
Or will I stop planting your seeds
I see all the (Crae's)
The Mineo's
And the KB's
Does that mean there's a path for me?
I followed your lead
It led to waters where I could barely breathe
I gasp for some air to achieve
I pass out from worry and grief
But maybe God's plan's not for me to succeed
But I digress
Hopefully wish me the best
On the journey to success
But what is success
When you're constantly feeling depressed
I don't deserve to make it
I just deserve the hatred
Throw me right where the lake is
I deserve fire
Burn with my desires
Don't know why anyone thinks I'm worth saving
But what about God
Look at the work He had to do with Paul
Made the most ordinary people called
Don't you just sit there and live for tomorrow
He calls you today
Dig yourself outta that grave
Walk in the path that was paved
Follow your calling
Just cause you came from the dirt
Doesn't mean you should live there in shame
Break out the chains, God
Freed you from pain, God
Give me the strength, God
I'm not insane
When I don't have every answer
Help me call on your name, God
Darkness can't reign
It submits to Your reign
There's no crown of glory
That's fit for a man
Listen
The Bible's not full of perfection
It's filled with those who overcame
Uh
The One who created the world
Is the Being that lives inside of me
I can't believe it
Through Him I'm overachieving
His greatness proceeds Him
Speak through me in heavenly credence
With God I'm not average
Read through His passages
Branded like Mavericks
Give me the keys
Break into holy enlistments
The one He has gifted is me
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