Austin Smedley - My Tired Heart Lyrics

I moved away to this lonely city
Where the walls are cracked and dust is always falling down on top of me
And my heart was cold, but left vulnerable
And you came and snatched me up like I was someone
You were waiting your whole life to see
I woke up today freezing and sweating
And it's so hard to get myself out of this apartment
When I'm stuck under its ruse
Cause you could never pick a side of my bed
So you went and molded both of them
And every time I toss and turn I fall right back into you
Now that you spit me out
We'll pretend you don't know every inch of my skin
And you can think of me when you're across the bed from him
And I begged to make you stay
But you wanted nothing but to leave
I poured out of the box of all the things
That had been taken from me
And everything had claw marks
And the papers bloomed with tears
You crawled inside and kissed my cheeks
And then you all just disappeared
And now that you spit me out
We'll pretend you don't know every inch of my skin
And you can think of me when you're across the bed from him
And I'm still sleeping out
By the door that you came running in
Are you ever gonna open it again
I'm not perfect or pretty
And I'd never claim to have been
But you still love me unconditionally
In this perfect world that has fallen from me