Lately I've been freaked out
Wondering about how much of what you said was true
Did you ever really love me
Did you just really want to
And does it really matter
'Cause I still feel the same damn way about you
Trapped in the air
Leaving Atocha Station
Trying to care
Without a motivation
And freaking out that I'm just going nowhere
Fading out and wasting my time
Like a Conestoga wagon
Doubling back across the state line
Ain't it too familiar
The feeling that you never really were mine
And I can't prove it
But I know I've misconstrued it
I didn't choose it
But I can't lose it
No way to snooze it
So lately I've been freaked out
I'm freaking out