I miss my family now even when I'm around them
Like I
Can't help comparing this life now to where we came from
And I
Don't want to sound like I'm trying to put them down
It's just I'm
Starting to look back on my past a lot these days
So I'm bound to
Be selective as I
Get retrospective like my
Prime objective is to
Gain some perspective
But I seem to have in sitting down and sifting through lost my directive
And even now I kinda don't know where I'm going with this record
It's just I'm feeling just a little bit expressive tonight
A fine turn away from being depressive but polite
Like the way that I used to be
Before I gained the confidence to call myself A.E.
Each of our individual histories are laced with mistake and a whole list of tragedies
To revisit if you don't want to go insane
Even if it all feels like lava in your brain
I remain currently in that realm
But luckily past the self-maiming stage of this side quest
Got a vessel of rage I'm trying to helm
And I promise you I ain't 'bout to let this goddamn ship
Best these testes test me bestie
I promise you ain't got the same type of seething in your soul
Riding on your whole damn essence
Constantly messy like an infant teething
Breathe in and out
Start the slow count
Steady yourself, don't pass the hell out
Know what you're about
Recognize your clout
Make the best of time 'fore your clock strikes out
Say Breathe in and out
Start the slow count
Steady yourself, don't pass the hell out
Know what you're about
Recognize your clout
Make the best of time 'fore your clock strikes out
Say breathe in and out
Start the slow count
Steady yourself, don't pass the hell out
Know what you're about
Recognize your clout
Make the best of time 'fore your clock strikes out