Disgusted Video (MV)

So much trust issues, it truly got me disgusted
Thought the circle was tight, but it had to be adjusted
Some of what happened, it should never be discussed
It's just a matter of time before it's lost up in the gust

It's crazy how the people closest to you can be treasonous
And when you go confront them, they ain't easy to reason with
Try to move in silence; they wild and not translucent
Taking what they want then it's gone; they ran through it
Act against their word, I swear this shit is so confusing
Want to go to please me but tease me; its not amusing
They try to call me homie but f*ck that, I'm refusing
I'll squeeze their Adam's apple, taste the cider while it's oozing
My blood is running thin like my family's anemic
Staying on the low, no I'm not a hypokalemic
Had to do it alone, find my way through the mud
This bullshit I don't condone, it's watered down like a flood
Mind is always racing while stuck in isolation
Most of peoples' actions seem to be enticing hatred
And usually I do my best to try to be a pacifist
But hate when hypocrites try to accuse me of being blasphemous
Even if you got a team, you must rely on yourself
Never know when they might slack; its best to watch your own health
But how can you do that when you know you're unstable
What I speak is a reality; sadly isn't a fable
I been an introvert who's always been on alert
I been through so much dirt, and I admit it still hurts
Probably a few snakes that are out there still lurking
But I don't pay them any mind; I'd rather focus on working

So much trust issues, it truly got me disgusted
Thought the circle was tight, but it had to be adjusted
Some of what happened, it should never be discussed
It's just a matter of time before it's lost up in the gust
So much trust issues, it truly got me disgusted
Thought the circle was tight, but it had to be adjusted
Some of what happened, it should never be discussed
It's just a matter of time before it's lost up in the gust