Unapproachable Video (MV)

It's crazy, how none of this bullshit has ever phased me
So many played me but none of them could ever slay me
Want to blame me, but there's no way that they could tame me
Want to shame me, but there's no way they could defame
It's crazy, how none of this bullshit has ever phased me
So many played me but none of them could ever slay me
Want to blame me, but there's no way that they could tame me
Want to shame me, but there's no way they could defame

Been an outcast but still will outlast these obstacles
I ain't shooting yet but still I got ya'll in my optical
Most people hate be but somehow I been a topic still
None of ya'll approach me; I ain't willing to stop and chill
Might slowly kill me, but I ain't going to stop for thrills
This workload crushes me but it's better than sitting popping pills
Know a couple people that are out here started smoking them
Chopped it into dust, then lit it, and began to choke on them
Losing interest in everything I once appreciated
Distancing myself, slowly start to be deviated
It won't stop soon; it's not going to be alleviated
I can't see the value in anything, it all depreciated
Several years have passed since I was last checked in a clinical
Reached my pinnacle; now again, I'm acting cynical
Seems like I'm just running in place like an elliptical
Strengthening my physical, the way I move is atypical
And yet some look at me, and then they suddenly pretentious
Didn't expect myself to become a center of attention
And then others glare at me, to try to increase the tension
Regardless who it is, we just can't come to a consensus
Don't know how to handle it; so I would rather dismantle it
Attracting dark energies, but I didn't mean to channel it
Try to keep my cool but this bullshit got me scrambling
Not like a drunk bastard; I'm making statements, not just rambling
I want to love this life although I know I'm living it wrong
When I'm speaking to my conscience we never getting along
One half of me does right, but then the other's getting smothered
I grew up with only half though, I wasn't properly mothered
But I got morals still, just wasn't sure how to be oral
Far too many times I would talk then got in a quarrel
I'm not defiant but its seldom that I can make a compliance
Live with no alliance or reliance and keep on walking silent

It's crazy, how none of this bullshit has ever phased me
So many played me but none of them could ever slay me
Want to blame me, but there's no way that they could tame me
Want to shame me, but there's no way they could defame
It's crazy, how none of this bullshit has ever phased me
So many played me but none of them could ever slay me
Want to blame me, but there's no way that they could tame me
Want to shame me, but there's no way they could defame