Ava Addleman & Jonny Lehmann - Disillusioned Lyrics

Feels like springtime
Ivy crawling up my door
Making my bed
Linens spread across the floor
Open window
Makes your face light up in gold
Now I can't stand
What I have
Disillusioned disenchantment got me standing on my own
Expectation all unplanned and I don't want you anymore
The pieces of my perfect world, the taste is sour on my tongue
The bloom is lost, the color gone
Painted yellow
Pictures undefinable
Lemon icing
Bitter-sweet unbearable
Speaking slowly
My hair is tangled up in yours
Now I can't stand
What I have
Disillusioned disenchantment got me standing on my own
Expectation all unplanned and I don't want you anymore.
The pieces of my perfect world, the taste is sour on my tongue
The bloom is lost, the color gone, the faded version of my love
Feels like springtime
Breathing air into my lungs
I am human
Every day I come undone
Taking my chance
Letting go of what I want