ava rose - welcome to the party Lyrics

I don't know how to feel
I can't find the words
How do you reason with reality
When there isn't a cure
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
I feel numb
I don't know what to think
There's nothing in my mind
There isn't a coherent thought
I could attempt to find
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
I feel numb
I feel jaded
My heart and my mind
Are permanently separated
Is this what it's like to be dissociated?
I have nothing to say
The cat has got my tongue
Been drowning in this emptiness
If I could turn back, I'd run
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
I feel numb
I am so deep in this apathy
I'm losing sight of every self
That I thought I'd see
Not a single feeling left here to ground me
Welcome to the party
I feel jaded
My heart and my mind
Are permanently separated
Is this what it's like to be dissociated?
I am so deep in this apathy
I'm losing sight of every self
That I thought I'd see
Not a single feeling left here to ground me
Welcome to the party
Welcome to the party