avaaa roseee. - walking the wire (i've been) Lyrics

I've been fighting, oh I've been fighting
I've been fighting almost every day
I've been trying, oh I've been trying
To let nothing stand in my way
I've been praying, oh lord I've been praying
I've been praying that this works out
I've been writing, I've never stopped writing
I've been writing through all this doubt
But it's so far out of reach
And I don't know what to do
As I think I'm getting closer
It falls further out of view
I've been thinking, I've done so much thinking
Maybe I should let this go
I've been working, I've always been working
But I've still got nothing to show
I've been wondering, lord I've been wondering
Maybe this wasn't for me
I've been dreaming, I've always been dreaming
But a dream might be all this'll be
But it's so far out of reach
And I don't know what to do
As I think I'm getting closer
It falls further out of view
And I know if I give it up
I'm the only one to blame
I'm just afraid that one day
No ones gonna know my name
The bar keeps getting higher
I'm walking the wire
I'm jumping the fire
So I can make it someday
There's so much at stake
That's a risk I'll take
A sacrifice I'll make
So I can live my way
The bar keeps getting higher
I'm walking the wire
I'm jumping the fire
So I can make it someday
There's so much at stake
That's a risk I'll take
A sacrifice I'll make
So I can live my way
I've been fighting, oh I've been fighting
I've been fighting almost every day
But it's so far out of reach
And I don't know what to do
As I think I'm getting closer
It falls further out of view
And I know if I give it up
I'm the only one to blame
I'm just afraid that one day
No ones gonna know my name