Avenade - Have It Your Way Lyrics

When I roam, I go nowhere
Where is all this dirt?
It doesn't matter what you feel
Innocence
It's been a year since I lost God
My nerves sting, ripping my scars in two
Pick apart my brain, just laugh and let the truth commence
Buddy's got a new life
And buddy's got a wife and child
And until he's satisfied, he'll leave his grief behind
Where I roam, I go away
I found a new path to living
It ends where me and you jump the cliff
You can have it your way
I fear that what you've cared about me was only in your head
What's my problem?
You're a smile that will never defrost
And now we float away
Why I live is not your concern
Imagine inhaling poison
It's what I do for years
Awful man
What a fear to live by yourself
Never had a chance in the world to wander
Grudges only work when you're hurting, and the anger is a fuel
This is gonna tear me up
Scarlett's gonna eat my soul
Stuck her needle through my brain and drugged me with her chemicals
When I roam, I go nowhere
Where is all my anguish?
I'm finally giving in
I'll be selfish nevermore
I fear the ones that care about me are only in my head
What's the matter?
With scars that will never progress
Well now we know
No more
You can have it your way
I'm tired of making up excuses on behalf of my brain
Why so tired?
With open legs and slit arms
And down we go
Where do we go when we're done