Avenue - J'espère Lyrics

Oh, my fear, is I can't take it
Thought, you're here, but I'm mistaken
My fear, is I can't take it
Thought, you're here, but I'm mistaken
Just, Stay with me, stay with me
I love, the way you look when you're facing me, facing me
Just, Stay with me, stay with me
I know, you're made for me, made for me

Wake in the darkest hour
I stood on the tallest tower
I looked at the common flowers
And wonder why all is sour
The power they're after and after they get it they're louder and louder
Sitting in the shower I forgot to turn the water off
Rackin my brain, in the end, thought of this monologue
I played their game, and realized it really cost a lot I stumbled a little too close to the edge and now I've fallen off
I told em I couldn't do it
I told em I'm looking through it
The answer's under your nose
Lowkey hopin it was fluid
I knew it wasn't but I'm still trying to find it in music
J'espère pouvoir le trouver
J'espère pouvoir le trouver
I can tell you got it figured out by the way that you movin
Aim precisely, Cupid
Shoot, I kinda like when I'm confused when I'm in love is the only time I could really ignore the truth, yeah

I been walking with my eyes closed, standing on a tight rope
I know, I been going psycho
I was on a low, still searching for a high note
I been walking with my eyes closed, standing on a tight rope
I know, I been going psycho
I was on a low, still searching for a high note

Oh, My fear, is I can't take it
Thought, you're here, but I'm mistaken
My fear, is I can't take it
Thought, you're here, but I'm mistaken
Just, Stay with me, stay with me
I love, the way you look when you're facing me, facing me
Just, Stay with me, stay with me
I know, you're made for me, made for me

I can't get out of bed now
Frozen like a winter thinking bout how I'm a let down
Stressed out, poisonous thoughts wanna race to the top but I'm hell-bound
Fell down, casting a spell now, they prolly replacing me with a damn well-rounded man uh
Dreams of creating a hit and performing it to my whole fandom
Now I be takin the medicine mixing it with all the Fanta
And you're the only person popping up in my dreams now, I imagined we lived in a mansion, I called you cute you called me handsome
Our lives were colorful no panda, we watched the damn sun
Rise and set, no clouds, clear dialect
But in reality I know you'd let me die, no fret, maybe I'll dive the next time you drive and text for him, but can't lie down and text me, I mean you do lie as well
And next time, you hit me up cause its become a mess, I'll say I told you so you gotta clean up by yourself, and hang the phone

I mean I would say that but I just can't stay alone
Ill prolly take you back and then the cycle starts again
All I really wanted was to give my heart a friend
But I keep f*cking up and damaging my heart instead
I must be dumb or something tryna play my cards again
My life Is Vegas I keep tryna pull a perfect ten
And im addicted, it'll never end

My fear, is I can't take it
Thought, you're here, but I'm mistaken
My fear, is I can't take it
Thought, you're here, but I'm mistaken
Stay with me, stay with me
I love, the way you look when you're facing me, facing me
Stay with me, stay with me
I know, you're made for me, made for me