Averlie - Defender Lyrics

I was your first defender
When they told me you were wrong
I believe in forever
But illusions don't last long
I was your first defender
No matter how much it hurt
You'd never see me surrender
I thought I knew what we were worth
You held my heart in your fingers
Took aim and pulled the trigger
It cuts that you were a pretender
But I'm still your defender
I was your first defender
They said you'd hurt me
I said you'd never
(Until your ghost came to my home)
They said you'd leave
I said you'll never
(Until you buried all my bones)
I loved you
I fought for you
I lost you
I was your first defender