Blue indigo streaks in my hair
In a moment of impulse, I'm in the water
Under the surface
Breathe that cool bite of loneliness and
Take in the view of the ocean
Take the submarine into the abyss
Dive into all the things I wanted and missed
Every single moment is unclear
Suspend in the water
White noise is cancelling
All the voices in my head telling me
You gotta go out
You gotta go out
You can't stay here
Stay here, you're safe here
Every person I know used to feel this way
At one point in their life
And I feel so cold, sharp pains in my side
I can't decide if I should
Take the submarine into the abyss
Dive into all the things I wanted and missed
Every single moment is unclear
Suspend in the water
White noise is cancelling
All the voices in my head telling me
You gotta go out
You gotta go out
You can't stay here
Stay here, you're safe here
Isolation whispers to me
Stay here, you're safe here
Don't risk it all by leaving
Fear noise and disruption
People in crowds, feeling included
Love being alone and basking in silence
Fear noise and disruption
People in crowds, feeling included
Love being alone and basking in silence
Take the submarine into the abyss
Dive into all the things I wanted and missed
Every single moment is unclear
Suspend in the water
White noise is cancelling
All the voices in my head telling me
You gotta go out
You gotta go out
You can't stay here
Stay here, you're safe here
Isolation whispers to me
Stay here, you're safe here
Don't risk it all by leaving