I wanna sulk in the sun and play with a gun
Kill all the love-
I wanna run just for the fun
My body aches and I'm in so much pain
And I feel so ugly
AndI feel so small
'Cause I don't want to see you
Fall through the cracks in all our dreams
In all our dreams
So please don't lose your flame
Cause you're taller than the mountains that keep you down
The smallest waves shape the earth
So don't lose your flame
Everybody wants to be a better version of me
Everybody wants to be a better version of me
Say I'm the only one living in catatonia
Say I'm the bastard son who needs medicine
Cause I don't want to see you
Fall through the cracks in all our dreams
In all our dreams
So please don't lose your flame
Cause you're taller than the mountains that keep you down
The smallest waves shape the earth
So don't lose your flame
Baby I'm staring at the sun
Baby cutting is my fun
Baby I'm staring at the sun
Baby I'm playing with a gun
Cause I am so tired of talking to the mirrors on the walls
My reflection stings
I- cause I am so tired of sulking in the shadows talking to the mirrors that don't wanna see my face
Cause I am so tired of looking at myself
Looking at my shadows fading into nothing