If I, had to blow up today
Would I still act the same
I mean, fame
Posters be showing my face
People be knowing my name
If they don't
They could just look at my chain
Would I be vain
Would all the girls dms
Start driving my baby insane
I wouldn't change
I say but
How you gon' handle that money
How you gon' handle them hunnies
You was a player, the best
Like a kid in the park when it's sunny
You like to sleep you don't study
Now you must do 6 to 6 in the stu
And hey, you get anxiety buddy
Now you gon' stress out about views
I don't think that you have a clue
I don't think you do
About what you wanna get into
And yeah I know you can rap
A lotta kids can
It don't mean they meant to
There's a million niggas tryna be the best
Some are almost there but they ain't there yet
And for some of them that's all they ever get
Nigga making it ain't your biggest test
You struggled with liquor you fool
You might not be right for this dude
What if you drown in a pool of it
You should just stick to the school and shit
Get a degree man it's ludicrous
You think you're a star that's some foolish shit
I know you want it
Your hunger is bugging
You tossing and turning
From dreaming about it
And bridges are burning
With people who doubting
But what of they're justified
You wanna touch the sky
But you ain't the first to try
Man I just want piece of mind
This shit keeps me up at night
I want so it bad I could even cry
I want so it bad I would even die
And I think I'm done with your free advice
You came and you saw and you drained my life
Now I'm
Tossing and turning
Bridges are burning
Demons are lurching
Scripture ain't working
Wish I did it all by myself
Didn't want none of your help
Look at me now
Broken and lost in the dark
Swimming away from the sharks
Pain is an art
Momma said I'm breaking her heart
She had been there from the start
There from the start
When did I start
Losing my way
Must be the day that I had my first j
That trip was bad
That's shit must've been laced
Had my heart running over pace
Had my mind fly into space
This feeling I chased for years and years
I'm deep in the trap and mom is scared
Addicted I'm not and I concur
Your opinions a blur
So Imma sure
For better or worse
That I live my dream till I'm gone in a hearse
I got too much faith, that's my label since birth
I work and I pray cause I know that its worth
More than a chain or a Louis v purse
But freedom ain't free that's the system on earth
So I'll sow my seeds till I'm back in the dirt