I'm craving lemonade
From the store hand made
My love is loneliness
Only the Sun to kiss
Goodbye summer of love
It were a merry whim
That I was dreaming of
Wayward kids never win
I think about you now
Different than I did then
Both you myself and us
My boldness made me blush
I won't do that again
Put so much effort for a friend
I'm just gonna' lift my chin these lessons never end
And that's life as you know it
Like a lens losing in and out of focus
F*cked up and f*cked over
F*ck up, that's how you know
That you're getting older
I got to stay off my phone
I'm bad at being alone
Not gon' entertain no dude
Who gon' rotten up my mood
It feels I'm being selfish
It's usually unintentional
But my esteem is famished
A tall glass of potential
I am not free of you
That much I know is true
It's not that I am hateful
I am just unamused
I was not an angel either
Our history made me bitter
Gasoline and fire
Our hands around our lighters
But I'm just chillin now
I'm tryna make me proud
One is company, two's a crowd,
I'm the only one I want around
And that's life, as you know it
Like a lens losing in and out focus
F*cked up and f*cked over,
F*ck up, that's how you know
That you're getting older