AvlK - In Between Lyrics

I think I'm caught in between
I think I'm caught in between
No man ever was wise by chance
Most y'all never go broke by choice
I'd reconsider
Who's next to trigger this NC boy with a B boy voice
Drop a couple K to upgrade my game like I
Sold last year's copy with Curry
I'm up to the top in a hurry
My vision ain't blurry but
Hold up man
I hit the flow I ain't stoping
Your boy has a problem
He struggles in between getting rich and seeing ghosts of apostles
Boast from the gospel let my whole soul helicopter
Murder the flow like I'm Bundy and Tech N9ne in a hostel
Ill with it for real he believes now
In himself and the dream that he sees now
Hoping deep down these beats don't drown in my honesty
But if they do it's the sound of a dynasty
I think I'm caught in between
I think I'm caught in between
I used to think that I would die to be this
The type to unload haikus
One of the the illest white dudes to write nice rhymes
Then I realized I was caught between
Living a life full of shame
Every move I made about me now I see
The devil's answer's impossible to ignore
The thought of money's impossible to ignore
Giving up on a dream is a thought that you can't afford
The part that you might relate is the start of something that's more
Grew up on J. Cole Dreamville to the core
I'm back MJ in '94 but the question remains
Is your heart free or is it locked in with chains
Who is Arnold at the center of your maze
Welcome to the devil's answer