Awesome James - First Day of Spring Lyrics

Lemme open up
Cups overrunning
I don't get no love
So none ya jokes funny
Can you pick me up?
Eyes all blunted
Like where you coming from?
And where you think you're going?
Gas on E, no cash on me
Mind over matter thinking rationally
Known to do the dash so casually
Throw in the past with the flash on me
Flash on me

Falling into you would've been the sweetest fate
And I try not to blow my fuse but I do deliberate
But I love you for you and these hues do commiserate
That's why I paint it blue
We're confused

Flash on me they talk trash on me
Wanna see a scar got a gash on me
First day of spring had a laugh on me
First one hating be your fam
Second one to do it was the whole damn school
F*ck a new clique don't stick that's cool
Why would I try? They don't understand me
Close to the chest, heart of gold like a Grammy
What comes next is your own damn mind
Burning all your bridges packing bowls no grind
Now you're hurting baby and you're running out of time and the purchase only worsen When you don't feel aligned
You don't feel at home
Done said goodbye
You don't wanna know me you don't wanna try
You don't wanna know and now it's my time
Now it's my time

You don't wanna know me you just hang on my charm
You don't wanna know me you just hold on my arm
You don't wanna know me
You don't wanna know me you just hang on my heart
You don't wanna know me you just keeping me far
You don't wanna know me
You just wanna hold
You don't wanna know me oh no you don't wanna know

To know for sure
To know for sure
That's all I want
That's all I want