Awäke by Noøn - BlckNdGr Lyrics

She saw flowers in my mind
Color in my eyes
A garden full of life
She saw water so blue
Forests and pastures too
Oh, what a beautiful view

But all I saw was black and gray
All I see is a mistake

See, I shut off from everyone
No wonder why you left
I couldn't handle the storm in my head
How could I expect to love someone else
If I can't even love myself
You watered those flowers and expected them to grow
But they were planted in rotten soil
The roots just could not take hold
And I wish, I wish I would have found a way to tell you
That those flowers that you saw
Don't blossom like they used to
And the color in my eyes is fading fast
It's fading fast
I'm fading fast

Cause all I saw, was black and gray
All I see is a mistake
All I saw, was black and gray
All I see is a f*cking waste
A f*cking waste
A f*cking waste
I'm a f*cking mess