These are the words from an abused girl
All caught up In a confused world
She always steady covered in bruises and blood
And can never seem to escape the allure
Yeah
Look nigga, we started out in love,
You once treated me like I was the only one involved nigga,
That was back when my body, you cherished
Before you turned my body into a sparring session
You said I was your queen,
What a Chess move, cause I am just a pawn to your king nigga
I'm just a door for your kicks nigga
I'm just a wall for your fists nigga
My face was the image for your pain
So I guess you had to keep breaking it for your escape
My body, the logo for your woes
The bruises on my body are catharsis for your soul
And I shoulda known
Before you broke my nose
Before my black eyes,
Before my broken bones
And I shoulda known
Before you broke my nose
Before my black eyes
Before my broken soul
All I ever wanted, was that Chanel bag
Funny how you made me, your punching bag
All I ever wanted, was to be your peace
Funny how you made me, therapy for your fist
Funny that I showered with you love
But You really washed off your sins with my blood Instead of, taking me on a vacation
Your punches went Left, right, like a game on play station
And I really do not wanna stay
And I really should go to a better place
And, I really tried but I can't runaway
Keep hitting, I'm addicted to the pain
And I really do not wanna stay
And I really should go to a better place
And I really tried, but I can't runaway
Keep hitting, I'm addicted to the pain
And I shoulda known
Before you broke my nose
Before my black eyes,
Before my broken bones
And I shoulda known
Before you broke my nose
Before my black eyes
Before my broken soul
Hydra
Songwriter: Ayooluwa Ajiboye
Produced by: Zane98
Mixed and Mastered by: Segun Aniyi