Aye RK - Trauma Ties Lyrics

Im Traumatized
Yeah
Yeah
I be skeptical of church sometimes
Yeah
Not cuz I'm a devil I
Oh Lord
Watched my father tell some pulpit lies
Church
Cheers From the congregation don't
Equate for what i feel inside
I'm traumatized
I'm traumatized
I'm traumatized
Trauma ties
Yeah
I'm baptized
Baptized
Grace be to God
I beat The odds
But I
Feel divide
Raised by mama to be a humble kid
Now I'm a man that cries
That's my
Trauma side
Trauma
I'm just a boy of a grown man
It's a missing piece and i think
Its that
Fathers pride
I think i got my fathers eyes
F*ck
Don't go to Olive Garden no more
It make me sad
Got pictures with mama there
It was happiness ear to ear
I miss my mama smile
And it's been a while
I'm seeing salty tears
Tears
I'm tasting salty tears
Yeah oh lawd
Why can't a man cry
Strong inside
And be the first to die
Who gone love my gentle
Pride
And give me that comfort
Love
And hold me when this world
Bring presssure
To my mental side
And be a mothers child
I mean my child's mother
That's My
Motivation side
Because I'm
Trauma tied
Trauma
I'm traumatized
Yeah
I'm traumatized
Uh huh
Trauma ties
Well
I know Jesus walks but satan talks
In our ears
To Kill ourselves
Sometimes our peers
But he been at it 20 sumn years
I'm finally over the fear of dying
I just wonder if heaven is science
Or do the government be lying
I don't think about that no more
I just want some love and allowance
Need a women's patience
And reassurance
When I'm low
And bout to go
Like give me some hope & some grace
Not no
Trauma ties
Im Trauma tied
Trauma yea
I'm traumatized
Trauma ties
I'm traumatized yeah
Praise him
Trauma Ties
Yeah