I decided to be quiet
To be silent
To just shut
Out the violence
I don't buy in
Altercations had enough
Out of patience
Turn my face and
Walk away I switch locations
Up at night I wait I'm pacing
Im the type non-complacent
I divided people out my life I'm taking care of my
Peace of mind I've chosen sides
So please beware I don't reply
Ive seen the way they treated theirs
The way they talk like they don't care
Why would I condone they stay I chose myself and that's ok
I decided move away
Yes I wasn't there too long
Yes I know I've made mistakes the major ones that no one wants
Im the only one to blame
Most of y'all won't say y'all wrong
Blame it on the birth of date
Or say another at your fault
And that just don't make sense to me at all
But it is what it is
We move forward
We move past it
I would feel but it is what it is
And there's no second guessing
I made my mind
Im on my own
There's no one in my section
Ill pour my cup
Ill toast it up
To what's to come the blessings
To all the things I've bested
My mind is calm ill never fold no matter what the test is
Ive always self corrected
Self aware I've self reflected
Hold myself to expectations out of reach
Not many get this
Bar so high I need perfection
Learned to fly I took some lessons
I don't ask I take direction
To the skies I know I'm destined
Im bouta get
My mind
Alright again
Like I
Been locking in
No more of that weak side of it
All in I'm high diving it
No more of that light lounge
If you don't know then you know now
I just want more
Got the high ground
No more low pay
Im the cash cow
Pretty ballsy
Long way from the school days
When I dropped out what it cost me
Not much this ain't no luck it was God's love right above me
All trust at my own pace
Don't trip in my own race
Told you ima go chase
I decided to be quiet
To be silent
To just shut
Out the violence
I don't buy in
Altercations had enough
Out of patience
Turn my face and
Walk away I switch locations
Up at night I wait I'm pacing
Im the type non-complacent
I divided people out my life I'm taking care of my
Peace of mind I've chosen sides
So please beware I don't reply
Ive seen the way they treated theirs
The way they talk like they don't care
Why would I condone they stay I chose myself and that's ok