AYEAREFIFTEEN - DESERVE IT Lyrics

I been on my way
Tryna find out how to get some space
Cause when I try relationships, it's heartbreak
It's like it's mirrored, I'm looking in my face
And he like I told you, so you should listen to what I say
So I did
So know that I'm not out here taking risks
At least not on some women, if I do, it'd be legit
She tryna make it what it ain't, I told her it is what it is
She ain't even me elevate, she had just came and then she went
Cause I know every time, I'ma give my all
But somehow, I'ma still fall
Now I'm tryna figure out if it was worth it
Now I'm tryna figure out if I deserve it
They can take it all away
She can drink up all the drank
And she can leave me when I'm down if she fake
She probably scooped me to the side, just like some rakes
Cause I know every time, I'ma give my all
But somehow, I'ma still fall
Now I'm tryna figure out if it was worth it
Now I'm tryna figure out if I deserve it
What if I never
What if I never
Do you not ever ask those questions in your head
I know them questions creep up when I'm in bed
Like late at night, I get to thinking what I said
Like was I tweaking?
Do I need to take some meds?
Cause every time I look up all inside the documents
You told a lie like every time I tried to copy it
This the day after you had told me I'm the cockiest
When all I ever wanted was to be a part of it