You lived amd yet, you didn't feel alive?
Yeah, I just wanted to stay in the dark where I can watch the rain turn to blood
Stuck in the hood, I'm groping my neck. I guess I'm just good at being a wreck
Killer the soul from one of the checks. I'm losing my blood and losing my sight
You say you live but you don't feel alive. Put a gun to my head was all that you said
When the drugs you be taking be something illegal. Sleeping in the dirt, it started feeling natural
Six feet away from all of your cries. Was I the one you f*cking despised
Just enough color to let myself shine. I'm dead enough and I kill for the rhymes
I go beast mode when I rip from the bong. And I'm coughing up longer than all of you can expect
I swallow a pill until I cannot breathe again. Making my way to the therapist bleed again
Now I feel this way again. I don't need no f*cking friends
Medicate my lungs and then grab my drink and open it
Plucking you bitches out like I'm Revlon. I am on something I shouldn't be on
I'm gonna OD and I let it happen. Can't f*ck with the pain that is living up north
I don't need you and I don't need me. Smoke all of my cigarettes, I'ma be coughing
Come on let's take a walk into my coffin. Give in to all the temptations
I'd trade my life for all of the bros. Wouldn't trade a life for one of the hoes
Shawty take off all of your clothes. Acting all naughty it comes and goes
I think I'd like to die when I turn 20. My life is a lie, smoke a blunt in the evening
Till I stabilize and I don't come off threatening everyday the same when you're missing your family
Those who teach us about humanity leave. Voice comes out and somebody dies
Shank my throat and look in my eyes. Cheers to a career that depends on their lies
Rope in my neck. Smoke in my chest. Broke in the wreck. Dope really bless
Poking the hole from the stroke it's a mess. Hope to be scoping the set I am dead
Tied our shoes. We're done tripping. Tied the noose. We're done living
Tried to spruce. Full out dripping. Dried up fruits. We be sipping
Those who teach us about humanity leave
Smoke a blunt. Throw the roaches down
Smoke a joint. Stinking up the playground
Grind it up. Man I need to smoke now
Smoke with the boys and you know we coughing