Ayeway - In my head Lyrics

''Cause the nights I spent with you, were the best nights of my life
And ever since we parted ways, I can never get it right
''Cause the nights I spent with you, were the best nights of my life
And ever since we parted ways, I can never get it right

No, no, no, no, no, no
I'm forever dolo
These bitches do me dirty, then ask why I'm solo
I get emotional when I look at those photos

I'm so high up in the sky, I think I'm in the ozone
Yeah, this shit never ending
I can't fake it no more, bitch, I'm done pretending
All your lies and bullshit is something I'm done defending

You playing both sides, we confused on who you representing
I think I'm in a bad place
We caught feelings, now we moving at a fast pace
She said she need time, how long is you gon' take

Girl, I need you now, I swear I thought you was my soulmate
Guess I've been wrong so many times
I be in my head when I'm cooking up these rhymes
My soul drained, you can see it in ah nigga eyes

I want that forever, love, but y'all just want a valentine
Baby, come and put that pussy on me
We can talk about that later, sometime in the morning
Let me slut you out, come on, baby, I'm horny

Yeah, she like the way I do it, got her dripping pouring
I know I had a lot of rainy days
So much pain, I don't know how much my heart can take
Shout out to my brother, he was real when they was acting fake

You're loyalty, I can't repay you
But I'ma drown my problems in this f*cking money
Might be a rainy day, but that paper gon' make it sunny
Told them all my goals they started laughing like that shit was funny

Ah nigga up now, wonder who look like the f*cking dummy
You niggas my f*cking puppies
Hey

Yeah nigga, that's just how I'm feeling
All the love I used to show, they done turned me to the villain

Sore legs money I been chasing
They hate me cause I'm a prodigy in the making
I been in my head, I think I'm slowly fading
Mama said she worried bout me, told her keep on praying

Mama, I been hurting lately, I been aching
Up at night, I'm fighting demons, that shit got me aging
I been smoking green, but that shit ain't been sustaining
She said she need a break, I told her I ain't waiting

''Cause I know I ain't the only one you entertaining, dang it
I'm so f*cked up, I need a vacation, I'm raging
I can't go nowhere without my baby, it's crazy
They not understanding what I'm saying

I did everything for her, why she keep misbehaving
Baby, look at me, I'm tired, I can't keep explaining
You threatening to leave me, but you keep on staying
You playing, my heart got one piece that's still remaining

I won't sell my soul, that's something I ain't trading
They can't buy me, I don't give a f*ck how much they paying
Our memories together, they keep on replaying
You did that grimy shit, my feelings for you been decaying

Slowly, f*ck with my baby, we pull up four deep, no sleep
Feelings for her, they been slowly growing, cold feet
She a fighter, but lil' mama so sweet
We can talk about that later, put that pussy on me

We can talk about that later, sometime in the morning
All these people round me, why I still feel lonely