Aylaan - Lone. Lyrics

Wish I got a heads up about the fact you're gon' one day deal
With ending bonds with people that you love because some ain't real
Then realise you weren't grateful enough for momma's Sunday meals
Then come to terms with the overall happiness Monday steals
Life used to be so care free, all of a sudden it's like bye bye to fun
An unpredictable switch up of highlights and slumps
We would chill at the beach all day til high tide would come
Wide-eyed and dumb is what I was
A chubby kid with a chip on his shoulder, kisses were never blown
In my direction probably cause I was timid and never bold
Enough to tell the girl I liked, hey there's a movie that we ought to see
I would just awkwardly
Make small talk till I got the sense that she got bored of me
And I hate giving my little brother advice cause I ain't got shit figured out
Over four years in the making and the topic still about
How I haven't been keeping my word, the project isn't out
And that hurts like momma's whippings when I behaved badly
Swear that woman deserves the world I failed if she ain't happy
I'm trying to see eight Grammys
And saying that I don't would make me faker than Musi's accent at DA rally
Just wonder if that man know that he a token
And if so would he say it in the open
Doesn't matter whether you're in suburbia or township living
Either way, it's still gonna dawn on you how shit isn't
Set up for these little black kids to win, brown ones too
Future kings and queens, I'm praying that their crowns come soon
You can stop me at anytime if this shit sound untrue
I've just been jaded with the world lately, how 'bout you