If you could see inside my mind
You'd see i'm not that bad a guy
Had my motive, had some drugs, and lost myself inside the lies
Overdosed a couple times
Almost gave up on life
Tried to hit that reset button, clicked my heels and closed my eyes
But don't worry bout me, ima be fine
Once i grab my lighter, hit the block, and resupply
Singing "La-la-la" to the top of my lungs
Cuz i'm way too young, and i'm way too strong
Head spinning on a swivel, what's this new feeling
Finally i'm free from the prison that's within me
In my head i feel the demons, they keep scratching at my skull and shit
Sometimes they escape bro the
Lyrics when i'm rapping them
And i'm just High, High right now, I'm High
(But that's for another song)
Finding myself, I'm losing me more
Brain gone to shit from pills that i snort
Wake and bake late like 3 in the morn
Talk about drugs, Talk About Drugs
Finding myself, I'm losing me more
Brain gone to shit from pills that i snort
Wake and bake late like 3 in the morn
Talk about drugs, Talk About Drugs
Bad decisions with good intentions
I hope you give this shit a listen
Lately i've become a skeptic of religion
I've lost all hope in my faith i'm confused and i just don't get it
The only time i see spirits is when i'm tripping
But God, if you hear this then come and visit cuz, my mom
She could really use a hand
I help as much as i can, all these surgeries she done had
Tryna overpower the cancer
It's holding her at ransom
But let me not talk too much
That's private where's my manners
I hate the fact i hate my life and drugs are like the handle
That's my grip on reality this fantasy in shambles
I'm shattering the mirrors
I hate my own reflection
I'm lost inside the mind and soul, i'm 17, I'm guessing all the answers to my life
And i just hope i get em' right
Finding myself, I'm losing me more
Brain gone to shit from pills that i snort
Wake and bake late like 3 in the morn
Talk about drugs, Talk About Drugs
Finding myself, I'm losing me more
Brain gone to shit from pills that i snort
Wake and bake late like 3 in the morn
Talk about drugs, Talk About Drugs