Ayvio - Talking With Pops Lyrics

I know it's been minute
Since I've hit you up to just talk
Right now she and I just got in it
And I think I'm about to walk
She's so uncompromising
And adamant
So disrespectful
And I ain't having it
She got to yelling, So I checked out
She got to clapping
I walked the heck out
She be tripping over nothing
Her gums is steady bumping
Talking to me like I'm soft
Must got me messed up or something
All this craziness, I ain't taking this
I don't know where it's coming from
I ain't got no more talk in me
Is we finished or is we done
Cause for some reason we keep ending up here
I guess I just need help making things clear
Well... if I can be honest
I may be the source of the problems
Cause those text messages were coming in
And I ain't do nothing to stop it
And though I wasn't interested
I was still entertaining them
When she read those bubbles
I had trouble explaining them
She said, Baby, who is Such and such
I said, I don't know
She said, Well I think it's funny that she's blowing up your phone
And instead of manning up and owning up for my role
I'd rather bring up stuff she did that we addressed some years ago
When I told her I forgave her
But In fact I really didn't
I just bottled all that up
Tucked it away and kept on living
You know what's crazy about keeping feelings hidden
You think they've gone away
But when problems arise
There they go again
Burning you up inside
Then anger comes from the hurt that I can't express because of pride
Too afraid to let her see me vulnerable I'd rather run and hide
And all of those things is what played in to me leaving to come outside
Talking to you in my ride, man
Pops, things I've said I can't take back
Done some things I can't reverse
I need some help on what to say
Don't want make these matters worse
I really wanna work things out
Maybe start over again
Hopefully, she'll hear me out
Thanks for the ear... Amen