A'Zaira - Second Lyrics

'Z, 'Z yeah
Guess you got your second win
So you think you ready now
Wish I was a heartless nigga
I'm tired of havin these feelings
I'm so far from obligated
To pick up my phone when you dial
Good girls gone always get the ass-end of the stick
I thought I did everything right
(I never lied)
I found safety when I got lost in your eyes
The nigga with the dreads was mine
Boy that switch up turned me cold
How you sleep at night I'll never know
And that's why I gave that nigga everything I thought was yours
Teach me to be like you
Run off when I feel somethin
And we bump into my niggas
I'm playin it off like I ain't cuffin
It's gaps in between our links now
Change up my emotions
I keep seein glimpses of you
But it ain't you that's strokin
Cause I refuse to be
(Second)
Or come
(Second)
No, no not for another
(Second)
Could've been my first but you
(Second)
I don't wanna settle for
(Second)
Come, oh
How does it feel to be
Terrified of riskin it all, losin my self-respect
Nah I don't do well with sorries
From someone who meant what they did
Baby I was sweet on you
A nigga got soft for you
How can I welcome you back with open arms
Hella souls attached to you
This shit ain't easy with you in my face
Can't lie like you ain't got a place
And makin my heart race
For you I used to pray
The f*ck is the point of this
I don't get shit out of this but dick
And if our bodies touch
My heart gone break the same
I only got myself to blame
Teach me to be like you
Run off when I feel somethin
And we bump into my niggas I'm playin off like I ain't cuffin
It's gaps in between our links now
Change up my emotions
It should've been you
Boy I refuse to be
(Second)
I ain't comin
(Second)
Oh no, no not another
(Second)
Second, second
How does that feel, that feel
You put me second
You left me hangin, yeah