Azrael - Crucify Me Lyrics

I aint playing poker
Imma show you all my cards
I ran away from problems
But It never got me far
Searching for a purpose
So I'd look up to the stars
Sometimes when learning lessons
First, you got to fall apart
But I can't do it by myself
I needed to restart
Jesus died to save my life
So now He lives inside my heart

But you hate what lives inside of me
I was on the ground dying
Jesus yeah he's nothing like me
I still want to be just like my father

So you can crucify me
I was all alone I was dying
But now you choose to spite me
Everybody's always wasting time fighting
A kingdom can't stand when it's divided
So you can crucify me
Even though I know that you're just like me
I was getting high and my brain was just frying
Jesus saved my life but you still just wanna fight it

Just know that I don't
Hate you at all
I'll be here if you need someone to call
I'll be here for when you break down all your walls
But some things were always meant to fall

Growing up
Everybody used to criticize
Cause I wrote songs
About the way I felt inside
Don't hold it in
Let your pain be vocalized
Tell how you feel
Even if you're ostracized.
Lately, I've been feeling like I'm locked in
God's plan I don't fit in a coffin
The devil's always tryna kill the profits.
Feel like I'm Paul like I never said I'm flawless
Growing up I was so used to people hating me
Yeah I made mistakes and tried out therapy
But the pills and the drugs they were messing up
Oh, It was never enough

But you hate what lives inside of me
I was on the ground dying
Jesus yeah he's nothing like me
I still want to be just like my father

So you can crucify me
I was all alone I was dying
But now you choose to spite me
Everybody's always wasting time fighting
A kingdom can't stand when it's divided
So you can crucify me
Even though I know that you're just like me
I was getting high and my brain was just frying
Jesus saved my life but you still just wanna fight it