Beanbag - Ill Minded Lyrics

so put your trust above and not in man
you took home this violence it was how you learnt love
don't take it to heart but I'm finding living tough
I needed you then and how I need you now
but every time I tell you it just doesn't come out right
I don't like this silence, why can't I explain?
I never wanted this but you ignore me anyway
and how I'm eating torment it staggers in my brain
now I'm feeling empty and I'm begging you to say

I thought that you
you would always come
you would always comfort me
you, you are just human
you are full of sin
so put your trust above and not in man
silence I want you.