Bird York - I'm Not Laughing Anymore Lyrics

Got nothin to write
just tryin to liven up this day
been servin my time
and starting to wisen up to my mistake
with chains and bars around me, he goes free out there
it's so funny, I'm not laughing anymore
It's so funny, I'm not laughing, I'm not laughing anymore
been workin the line
must've ironed ninety shirts today
my hands are on fire
small price to pay for taking a man's life away
He used to write and tell me how he'd wait for me
it's so funny, I'm not laughing anymore
It's so funny, I'm not laughing, I'm not laughing anymore
Told me I was special
made me feel like I was someone
anything to please him
anything to keep him
that's why I'm here and he's gone
missed having a child
I'm spending my life in hell's hotel
been talking to God
and healing this gaping hole I call my soul
it's so funny, I'm not laughing, I'm not laughing anymore