Snow Video (MV)

A letdown, get-down, everybody thought that I was dead now
I was just in the back of the shed, how cold it felt
I wasn't ready to melt
I was freezing myself
Can someone give me some help
They was giving me hell
Back when it wasn't well
For anyone trying to sell an album underneath the bell
It was hard to tell where I stood until I fell
Call me on the cell, when I get home, I'll give you all the intel
Cause my life wasn't perfect
No, I was far from it
One day I'm sad, the next I'm happy, I'm a different person
So tell me, what's the purpose
I don't know if I'm worth it
Thought I was deep in the snow, but I just hit the surface
Tryna get my mind right
But there ain't nothing in this world to help me shine bright
I wanna get out from the dark into the light
But the flag is white, so I'm giving up the fight
I never wanted to feel this tight
The air in my chest is telling me I won't survive
So I'm just laying on ground, thinking bout my life
If I could go back, would I be different next time
I was driving with my dad, I made him kinda mad
Cause I argued on a point that he had
He said I wouldn't make it doing rap or any other kinda job like that
I felt really sad, cause no one would believe in me except for DaVan
I knew he had my back, cause he's a good man
When I called him on the gram with the Thunderwave collabs
He told me, just ignore him, cause he jealous of the bands
I know he right, I know I have a chance
But how long will it take before I enter the lands
I gotta work hard so I can maintain my stance
I don't wanna die now, cause I'm not into making funeral plans
Tryna get my mind right
But there ain't nothing in this world to help me shine bright
I wanna get out from the dark into the light
But the flag is white, so I'm giving up the fight
I never wanted to feel this tight
The air in my chest is telling me I won't survive
So I'm just laying on ground, thinking bout my life
If I could go back, would I be different next time