Baby blackburn - THESE VOICES Lyrics

Over the years
I wonder could I've been more
( Yeah
Should I be the one
Having no remorse
( Falling down my eyes
Hate being alone but I'll give it a try
( How I feel inside
Silence for the ones
Who passed away and I
Tears falling down my eyes
Save yourself
From the rain
I love it when I drown
Like I'm John Kane
No magic, filthiness pain
What it does to my brain
A mesmerize effect
I have to sober up
And face my fears
But I just can't, I know
I have to let it go
And face my fears
But I just can't, oh I know
Yeah, easy to say
But it's less easy to do
My friends say I should stop
But I don't listen to them
Always look like a fool
My sisters say I'm a mess
Hate myself when I'm drunk
Yeah I always regret
I'm in a place where the war
Is against love and hate
I'm in a place where the pain
Cannot be turned in faith
I've been drinking too much
My liver's screaming for help
They say I should stop
But I don't listen to them
Over the years
I wonder could I've been more
( Yeah, Yeah
Should I be the one
Having no remorse
Falling down my eyes
Save yourself
From the rain
I love it when I drown
Like I'm John Kane
No magic, filthiness pain
What it does to my brain
A mesmerize effect
I have to sober up
And face my fears
But I just can't, I know
I have to let it go
And face my fears but
I just can't, oh I know
I can't focus
I'm too wasted
I'm still talking
To these voices
Ah, we gon keep it like this