Baby J - Know Myself Lyrics

Back and forth with myself
Lately its been hard for me to feel well
Feel like I don't know myself
Feel like I often get ahead of myself
I've been praying for a long time, I know people change
But if I ever loved you then I want to see you grow and I don't want to see you living in pain, life's a game
If you're looking for cheat codes, you'll go insane
There's only one name that will make you feel like you're worth anything
Let me give you a hint, you were made in his image
And I know you want to put your blame, on someone that's easy to blame
Now I don't want to say no names
I feel like my whole generation filled with so much anger and hesitation
Need to turn anger to love and hesitation into real dedication
I know I'mma make it 'cause there ain't nothing else in this world that makes me elated
Spiritual battles, I feel like a general, look how I'm so decorated
I want to be celebrated before I make it to Heaven 'cause some of the people that I really loved are in Heaven
Knowing them was such a blessing, yea
Walking around with my head up
Back straight and my chest out
Many people gon' hate on you
But you cannot give up
Walking around with my head up
Back straight and my chest out
Many people gon' hate on you
But you cannot give up
Walking around with my head up
Back straight and my chest out
Many people gon' hate on you
But you cannot give up
I wasn't always this nice
I wasn't always this nice, yea
I had to go through a thousand nights
Pray for my Mother, I pray for my Father, I pray for my family every night
Pray for the homies, I pray for myself and even for those who ain't did me right