babyBEHR - On & On Lyrics

I pray for forgiveness
Still stuck in the past making grown up decisions
I'm knowing they'll never last or even come to fruition
Cause I know I'm just feeling all the shit that I shouldn't
I just killed my glass now I'm stuck guilt tripping
Thinking of the shit that I should have done different
And if the roles were switched, you would do what I didn't
And that shit got me thinking, whats the point of the mission
Cause I did this for you
Gammy and Grandma too
Uncle Andre; God took too soon
F*ck cancer
I just wish I wasn't caught in my loop romancing
While my demons tap dance my calls to God unanswered
On and on
I've been writing all night until the early morn
On and on
And I won't stop writing til' the break of dawn
On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Awake in the middle of the night, mind on a race
I'm on a chase, couldn't keep up, I lost pace
Running out of time stuck running in place
Moving too fast couldn't even hit brakes
Cause I might crash and splash in a lake
Might drown in my thoughts
These tears in my eyes
Don't look at my face
Guess this is my fate
Stuck inside of this place
And I don't even want to go outside and it's been a while since I ate
I got enough on my plate, suicidal thoughts that I still debate
Calling out to the Lord to check the voicemail I left so i'll wait
And I've been waiting since
Chop up an onion and made a mince
Roll up the Fronto, make amends
Pray for forgiveness of dangerous sins
Don't love these women I'm swimming in
Lately I been bout my dividends
Stay on tilt till my pivot ends
Libra scale
He just want a penny for his thoughts I just hope that you wish him well