Ssssshhhh Aron you pathetic little worm will surrender your soul to my cruelty
Why is it that I suddenly feel
Like every spark of hope that I ever had is gone
I've never felt this mad and wrong
Dissonance playing in my head like a bad song
Every morning when I open up my eyes
I'm dragging like a water drenched rag
It's like a devil's henchman sitting on my back
Filling up my can with the stench of his madness
Can it be that I just gotta dial it back on my cell phone screen time
Maybe it's gonna get better if I do a detox in the meantime
It's been a while since I last felt real energetic
And I can not see why?
How can it be that it feels like my life light gets sucked right out my eyes?
Jesus Christ!
I should just get up again
But let me tell you my friend it was too late already
With the signs I used on my CD covers I have called the devil
And with a venom soaked blade he came to get me!
You picked me up when I was all the way destroyed
Only You could save me from the darkness of the void
Believe me when I tell you God was the only answer
To stop the deadly fear that was spreading like a cancer
Ey yo at first I just really believed
That it's super duper dope if I put some evil in the mix
A quick fix for a lack of authenticity
I used the devil's eye looking at you through the six six six
And I fell for the lie that it doesn't matter cause it looks sick
And all of this ain't real anyway
Oh if I only knew it better back then
Because I woke up being eaten alive like a filet mignon
And I lost every ounce of strength I had my body going cold
I was about to become covered in a madness coating on my soul
I'll never forget these eyes looking at me just like pitch black smoking coals
Floating alone into the darkness it was evil to the bone
But when God and the devil collide
I tell you it's not even close who's about to be crushed
His Holy Blood is forever inside of all of those
Who submit to Him with all of their trust!
You picked me up when I was all the way destroyed
Only You could save me from the darkness of the void
Believe me when I tell you God was the only answer
To stop the deadly fear that was spreading like a cancer
Lord please hold me forever in your hands and
Give us the strength so we always can stand up again!