Backlash - Abject Horror (feat. Nick Adams of Justice for the Damned) Lyrics

I've lost
My nerve
But at least you've got your virtue
I've watched, I've yearned
For a break some space from
This horror
With this branded flesh
You'll be sure you're the victim
There's nothing left
Not even a whisper
Parasitic Abjection
With the absence of ill intent
An incurable affliction
To which I'm subjected
Free me, from this horror
I'd rather die than be living here
Free me, from this horror
Or I'll gladly die
I curse my existence no matter how hard that I try-
Time after time I give up I am losing my mind
I'm losing my mind
There's nothing left in me to redeem
Not even worthy of the elegy