Why do I torment myself with these thoughts
I try to stop, but
But I know I just can't
Sometimes I'm my own enemy
I look out and take nothing in
Nothing seems to faze me
Try to help and to care
But in the end left with despair
So I watch these things
Wondering how they got so bad
Realize the horror in myself
When I act like everyone else
There is no more trust
Living on the edge
Have to protect their own kind
What a stupid state of mind
What is wrong with this world
I don't go out anymore
I just sit and I think
My thoughts are my only friend
Try to help and to care
But left with despair
So I watch all these things
Wondering how they got to be so bad
Realize the horror in myself
When I act like everyone else
There is no more trust
I'm just living on the edge
Have to protect their own kind
What a stupid state of mind
What is wrong with this world
I don't go out anymore
I just sit and I think
My thoughts are my only friend
What a way of life
When is it all going to end