Bad Thoughts - The Other Shoe (God Damn it) Lyrics

God damn it
I'm drunk again
It hasn't been very long since the last time
Need better resolve or an alibi

I checked your location again
Self esteem at an all time low

I wonder if you'd still love me
If you saw me like this

And all your photographs
Why I'm in them

You had a heart so big
And you let me in

God damn it
God damn it
God damn it
God damn it

I've done it again
It hasn't been very long since the last time
Search inside myself but can't reason why

I broke your composure again
Veneer is split so I let it all out
I rehearse the moment
I will let you down

Forced to replay the steps of our fathers
And break the hearts of our mothers
There must be someone to blame
For all of my many many mistakes
Why was I made this way
(Why was I made this way)

For the first time I'm truly in love
My heart tells me this is enough
My brain tells me
"Buckle up, you'll find a way to f*ck this up"

God damn it
God damn it
God damn it
God damn it